Re-establishing my sense of self

I have begun a new transformation. I still have a long way to go but it is a start. I am starting to re-gain my sense of self. I lost it over the last few years disappointment and regret. I let it become a part of me rather than continuing my life. It got to the point where I lost the ability to focus on the present time. Slowly, I am realizing that all I have is now and no matter what, I need to accept things for the way they are. I need to use my mind as a tool to create the now that I want. I need it to work for me and not against me.

As of Today, I will make sure to be the observer of my mind and I will not let it control my life nor my actions. There may be some slip-ups as I make strides into this ever presence of now. I know that I will be able to make it.

To dis-identify from my mind, I will focus only on the positive aspects of myself.I am intelligent, friendly, thoughtful and resourceful. There is always room to grow and learn and I am willing to expand my knowledge to the most extreme extent as possible. I will succeed in this world. I just need to be patient and understanding.

I have come a long way from just over two years ago, now is time to take the plunge into the unknown. I will be living in the now from here on out.

Wish me luck!